What I Miss Most

There are a lot of things I miss about pre-COVID life. I miss seeing my friends and some of my family. I miss going to school, going out to eat, or going to the park with my little cousins. I miss human contact. But out of everything, I mostly miss the commonality, the reliability of everyday life. I miss going to school, the feel of having a schedule, the predictability of it. I miss the structure that we don’t even realize is there. I miss having a time to work and a time to relax. When you know what’s next, there’s something to hold on to. Something to look forward to. In quarantine everything blurs together. Time becomes nothing but a social construct. There is no reason that I should work now, or I should sleep now, or I should do anything. Pre-COVID, there was familiarity and hope. You make plans, you dream, you imagine. You work when you need, and use the rest of your time to relax. You feel good, even when you’re working, because you know that you have something to look forward...